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2010-08-16T08:14:00.000-07:00

It has been a long time since i last come to my blog and made some post so decide to come and post at this time now =P

Been a long time since i done typing and i realise i can type faster then b4 but there are still mistakes here and there D:

Anyway, wanna talk about Saturday service .

Last Saturday's service is nice though it short :O

Pastor Kong's preach was great, i can feel the presence of God :O

Life in church is great but i have no idea why most of the time i cannot really feel the presence of god .

There are a few times where i just wanna give up half way, i don't think i can make it any further .

But i have great sister like Xinying who is here to help me pull through .

If Xinying you got read this post, i really wanna thank you a whole load for helping me pull through my weakest moment .

Now can hardly go for cell group meeting also because of working .

1 last thing, Charmaine Neo mux faster come back church wor !

I miss you super much :O

Maybe i won't be going church soon, i have a bad feeling that something bad is going to happen to me if i continue going church .

God has everything planned for us and we will have to follow it all the way but i dunno whether i can really follow all the way or not .

But as all pastors say, God wants us to be the head and not the tail, above and not beneath .

So i'll need to pull through as much as possible since there are some people who are willing to help me ! D:

Outing

2010-06-16T06:59:00.000-07:00

Today went for Mac outing and it was kinda enjoyable !
Tomorrow need work from 11 to 3, sianz ~
But because of money i hav no choice but to work !
Can't wait for this saturday, go church then go fellowship ! :D
Anywy, 'emo' mate mux be free ASAP !
Miss you TTM ! XD

Life

2010-02-04T22:55:00.000-08:00

How ii wish ii was dead rite now...ii am feeling troubled day by day n ii am feeling vry sad

What can ii do with all my sadness ? The answer is to bottle all my sadness n trouble up...not that ii cannot tell anyone but that ii dont wan to .

2day smth happened but ii don wish to elaborate further...ii am juz too sad to talk bout it...n ii don think anyone would wanna know .

If only ii had 1 wish...ii would not wish for anything except that ii am nv born n that ii nv will .

This world is full of surprises to miie, but 99% r not the surprise ii wan...ii wish that someone would take a knife n stab miie rite in the heart now...ii don wanna live .

What is the use of living when a person is filled with sorrows instead of happiness ?

II don mind living if everyday is filled with happiness...but ii am filled with sorrows instead .

Haiz...ii don wanna write more...post again next time .

Late home

2010-01-09T08:47:00.001-08:00

2day was late to go home

After the fellowship ii went to take the mrt with Dibo n ii reach Jurong Interchange at bout 11.30 to 12.00

Reach home bout 12.05...then came to post blog...nth much to post bout...still kinda lazy post pics...so ii next time then post

Cya peeps (:

Candle light service

2009-12-19T10:20:00.001-08:00

Hey all !

Sry for late posting but this post is for wad happen ytd (:

Was having candle light service n it rox vry much...ii will post the candle light pics when ii hav the time to do so (:

Imagine the whole hall light went off n everyone lighted up their candles .

IT ROX SUPER LOT !

Well, apart from there, Christmas is also coming n since my family don really celebrate so ii am celebrating with frends from CHC .

Frends from CHC rox whole lot !

But ii am still new to that place so ii hope ue all would still take care of miie around there =P

Anyway, was talking bout the Christmas .

Christmas is coming n we r suppose to bring frends from our sch or any frends that we hav to the church to celebrate it .

Anyone is interested do text miie .

My cell group is expecting at least 40 ppl so ii hope that there will be ppl coming .

And plss don giv false hope by telling miie wanna go n end up not going .

Hope there will be ppl texting miie to tell miie they wanna go ):

II shall stop my post here hoping that ppl would come .

Cya peeps n may god bless ue all, Hallelujah (:

U-TRIBE

2009-12-06T07:41:00.000-08:00

Well...2day post is basically bout things that happen 2day which is going to Ubin for U-Tribe

Went there from morning till evening...nv really go see the time but many of us had loads of fun...

We did hiking which is not really hiking juz looking out for clues place my the commitees...walk till leg pain but it all worth it as it is quite fun

We all hav different group name n my group name is Asher...

After the long hike we went to eat then continue our games

The last game was thrashing the 'lollipop'...how we thrash it ? It by throwing water balloons at other people's 'lollipop'

My team was the 1st to out as many ppl keep aiming for our 'lollipop'

End of the 'lollipop' game ii was still dry till calvin came to pour water over my head...was drenched n cold...lols XD

After the whole U-Tribe, many of us did not went back home straight coz we all went to Tampines to hav our dinner...after eating all slack slack then leave the place at around 10+

After that went to take MRT to Jurong East then take bus home...was home at bout 11 then posting now...

Ohya ii hav forgot to mention this...when we r going to Tampines, we all took bus there...n ue know wad, it like the whole bus i full of CHC ppl...other passengers vry less XD

Everyone had fun...make new frends...talk talk, take photo n many many more...

As for the photos ii don hav them so ii am not posting them

This is the end of my post...bb peeps ^^

Working

2009-11-26T11:00:00.000-08:00

This post is for ytd...did not hav time to post now posting it

Well...this post is about miie working...my friend ask miie along to sell ice cream so ii tag along with them...went to yew tee to sell

The sale was from 6.30 to 10.30

The sale was damn horrible...sold 4 of it n stop selling le...no hope

3 block only sold 4 of it...n ue should not be surprise coz it evergreen n not wall's

How ii wish ii can work under wall's...it much better then evergreen ue know...haiz

Anyway...it getting late n ii nidda go sleep le...nites all (ii know it morning already =P)

Shall post more things next time ^^

Boredom

2009-11-23T00:19:00.000-08:00

BOREDOM SUX !!!

Alright...shall start blogging but dunno wad to blog bout

Maple-ing lately as ii hav nth much to do other then playing basketball once in awhile...provided that there r frends who jio miie to go play...other then that would be at home playing maple

Go out ??

Don think so...no 1 jio miie out n ii am totally bored if ii were to go out alone

Jio someone out ??

They would only say that they r bz or wadsoever

3N'09 chalet coming but ii am not going coz ii don think my father allows...neither does my mum allows ii guess as it wasn't organised by the sch...

No choice but to rot at home -.-"

My blog tagbox going to be dead soon o.O

No 1 come to tag de >.<

But who cares anyway...ii juz blog blog a little only...nv expecting ppl to come tag coz ii don think any1 will o.O

K shall stop crapping here...

Post again next time ii hav more things to post...as for my pics for my last camping, ii still lazy to post so ii shall post it next time

C Ya peeps ^^

2days match

2009-11-16T06:52:00.000-08:00

2day nv really played properly in the match coz it a sure lose match...

1st match lost nvm...but 2nd match lost not vry happy coz the team played foul all the way...wanted to protest but none of the referee care...so did not protest

After our match...ii did not went home straight...ii stayed in sch to watch other matches...the last 3 teams played vry rough...charging at each other...

Not sure wad time ii went off...then went to take MRT with Yee Liang n his frends from the church...they r quite friendly o.O

After that...Yee Liang was asking miie to go to his church on this coming Saturday...as ii am not always free on saturday so ii told him see 1st...

Shall stop my post here...ii hav nth much to post

BB peeps

Nothing to post

2009-11-10T07:31:00.001-08:00

Walao...now see so many dead blog...go blog hopping end up so many ppl nv update de...

K nvm...shall not talk bout dead blog...shall talk bout wad happen 2day...

Went to Jurong Point with my frend Thomas...he said he wanted to buy a basketball n also meet a gal he met in facebook...so ii followed him there...after meeting, Thomas n the gal juz walk pass each other w/o even saying a hiie or anything o.O

So we juz went to buy the basketball...after buying we went to eat Long John Silver, walk around for awhile more then we went off...the gals went off earlier then us of coz...

After reach home, ii rest awhile then went out to play basketball again...played till bout 9.30pm then go home...within the time ii was playing basketball, 1 of the incident was the funniest...n that is 1 of my frend benedict who wanted to reject my shot fell down...he ran towards miie n when ii stop, he rolled on my back then fell to the floor...LOLOL

People who r playing then r laughing but also asking if is he ok or not...

Anyway when on my way home, ii saw my mum n dad, so ii took money from my dad to buy my dinner...after ordering the food, ii accompany benedict n his cousing, benjamin home 1st before going back to get my food...

After getting the food, it home sweet home...hahas =P

II shall stop here for the day...bb peeps...shall blog more next time ii hav more things to post...

C ya ^^

Boredom

2009-11-09T06:02:00.000-08:00

Hey all ~

Shawn is once again back but with nth to post...short post here for the day

Nth to do...playing basketball n slacking around...nth to do much

Don really wanna look for jobs...

But if hav simple jobs like selling ice cream or smth that can intro...ii am happy already

Rite now is like.....OMFG !!! IT SO BORED THAT II CANT GET ANYMORE BORED -.-"

Boredom kills -.-"

II shall officially stop here...nth to post le -.-"

Post again next time ii hav things to post...as for pictures...when ii upload it into com from my phone...now pretty lazy *yawn*

BB peeps...post again next time o.O

Camp

2009-10-30T05:06:00.001-07:00

2days of camp...gonna describe some things bout it...phone was collected therefore no pic...but hav a pic of my dirty shoes...shall post it the next time =P

Anyway...on the 1st day of camp, ii made some frends...it was quite fun...after that we split into 2 groups. 1 consist of 8 ppl n the other group consist of 9 ppl...

The group with 8 ppl is my frend group n the group name is known as 'The 8 Fliers'

As for my group, it consist of 9 ppl n our group name is known as 'Ruby'

II do not know y the other group name that but for my group, we name it as 'Ruby' coz 1 of our instructor name is Ruby n also we rmb a song which is call Ruby...

Don quite rmb wad happen after that but at night we perform a skit that we hav prepared...

'The 8 Fliers's' skit was simple as it is juz to support others instead of laughing at them...their moral for that skit is using 3 'R'...respect self, respect others n respect progamme...

As for our skit...it long but many of us think that it of no link...but we juz act as we treat it as an entertainment to everyone...everyone was laughing like mad including the judge...

After all the acting, we bath, brush teeth n do wadever that is necessary then go n sleep

2nd day came n we set off to Bukit Timah Nature Reserve...at 1st it wasn't that interesting but after long, we all find it vry fun...

It was all bout finding checkpoints for the 1st part then after that we went to look for the lost trail...

Everyone said that the worst part is the part where the monkey chase us for food n the other part is the part where there is a tunnel n inside the tunnel is loads of mud...our leg stuck in the mud quite a few times...

As for the monkeys, we did not realise that it was behind us till 1 of my frend, Nad, saw it n told us...but b4 she told us the monkey stole the food away already as the movement is vry fast...everyone was quite afraid that the monkey will steal more food from us thus keeping the food n move to other shelter to eat food...we were suppose to fallback to the place b4 we camp but the monkey were all over the place n 1 of our frend, Jar, was scared as she had a phobia of monkeys thus we went up instead...the monkeys did not chase up...but after we finish our food, the monkey came up...

After finish the food, we went back down...since there is alot of monkeys on the way, we all surround the person who is afraid of the monkey n move down as a group...

Then we continue our journey till we start the actual hiking to find the lost trail...

Other then the part where there is a lot of mud, the rest of it was fun...

The whole forest was filled with loads of muds n almost everyone got mud all over their shoes, including miie...ii post the pic next time coz now lazy post pics...

While travelling, ii injured my hand while walking pass some logs as the floor is full of mud n ii slip n almost fell...

But overall, everyone find it fun n enjoyable n that everyone learn to overcome their fear...

Oh, n btw, we did some rope climing n the thingy that descend from the wall dunno wad we call it n we had lots of fun...

Hope to hav more of those fun things...

II shall stop posting here...post pics next time n other post next time...

Basketball

2009-10-18T05:37:00.000-07:00

2day had lots of fun playing basketball...played till bout 8.30 then go home le...

Played more then 5 matches n my feet start having blister...but it all worth it coz played with most of my frend n we had lots of fun...we lost matches n we win matches too...

Wish to have more of this matches in future...though it hurt my feet =P

Any volleyball or basketball plss jio miie down...ii am willing to go down as long as it volleyball n basketball ^^

II shall stop my post here...post more the next time ii hav more things to post

BB peeps ^^

smth wrong

2009-10-14T09:27:00.000-07:00

Dunno wad happen to miie...feeling vry sad n start playing basketball in the rain...cant bring myself to tell anyone my trouble...

Wanna tell...but dunno who can ii tell...there no 1 that ever care bout my feeling...juz thinking bout themselves...ii look cheerful in sch but actually ii am not...ii am vry sad...

Haiz...wad can ii do...nth can be done too...no use to say so much...

ii wish that there would be someone that understand how ii feel n that person would come n talk to miie...

Smth feel like crying but cant really cry out...no idea y feel that way...miss someone ??

Haiz...ii dunno...this few days hav bad headache...don wanna talk much...

Shall stop my post here...post again next time >.<

Friends B'dae

2009-09-10T05:45:00.000-07:00

2day was 1 of my friend's b'dae...her name name is Peixin...

We had fun playing as we were throwing different things around...when throwing, we accidentally throw till Peixin's bro's shirt, we aplogised to Peixin's bro but he did not accept n insisted that Peixin to hit Peiyu with her full strength...Peixin did not dare to hit Peiyu with full strength coz they hav been friends for a vry long time...

Therefore Peixin got hit quite a few times in the face n the head...after doing that, he still wan Peixin to hit Peiyu but Peixin still did not...end up many of us came to talk with him...not only is he being rude by not looking at us when we talk to him...he is also being stubborn...

Peng Teck n ii offer to let him hit n let Peiyu off but he don wan n insisted on hitting Peiyu...we were getting irritated that we almost wanted to hit him but did not as we controlled our temper...after settle all the things, we went to eat cake...

We eat a little cake n threw most of the cake at each other...after all the throwing of cakes, ii was the cleanest as the cake did not hit me =p

After having all the fun, zack helped Peixin to bring the bike home as she cannot go home or she would be killed by her bro...

Since Peixin did not bring her bro's bike home, means she did not go home either...she went to Peiyu house for the day...

Went home bathed n posted...shall stop here...

BB peeps...shall post again next time...

Someone Familiar

2009-09-09T07:38:00.000-07:00

2day while playing basketball at bout 9 plus or 10 plus...saw someone familiar selling ice cream o.O

Not sure who is that person so nv call then juz continue playing basketball...

Play till around 10.05 then went home...bath n now do some blogging...

Hair extension

2009-09-08T23:04:00.000-07:00

Looks weird but no choice...this r the only 2 pics ii hav =P

See carefully ue can see a different colour...here is another picture

Memories

2009-08-31T01:37:00.000-07:00

All the memories that we once had is all gone...

Nth can be done though...

Love is irreplaceble yet untrustable...

There r no such thing as true love n everlasting love...

Staying late

2009-08-27T05:13:00.000-07:00

2day after sch did not went home...went to buy bubbletea then went back to sch to wait for my frends who are in wushu...

Waited till bout 5 plus then went to eat ice...

While eating...we had lots of fun talking...especially that si pei...keep acting cute...ii almost puke...lols XD

Ate till bout 6 plus then all went to take bus...

II went to take bus 335 all the way to interchage to top up my card...after that reach home at about 7 plus...

Reach home bath n now posting...shall stop posting now...post again when ii hav more things to post...

BB peeps ^^

ITE

2009-08-25T06:54:00.000-07:00

2day went to ITE...

Stayed in sch for 1 period only then go off le...miss all my other frend in sch XD

Anyway...went there did not really do anything...juz walk walk explore n play play a little...

Went into the gym...ii went out n so dy id daniel...he strangle me from the back...keep pressing onto the adam apple...hardly able to breath...when release...he said: "know then ii know ii am fit to be gym instructor"...lols...joker

After that went to other place to explore...their food there is like so exp lorhx...1 plate of fried rice is already $2...ii was like...WTF!!!

But no choice coz feeling quite hungry...then juz eat lorhx...

From sch till it time to go back home all the way ii am listening to song...lols

Went home in the same bus as Ming Kang, Cai Jing n Liza...

On the way saw Benedict...then we were playing with Benedict little brother...we said hiie n hi-5 with him...when Liza said hiie...Benedict brother did not reply...she wanted to hi-5 Benedict brother also did not hi-5 with her...

But when Ming Kang n ii said hiie n hi-5 with him...he did those thing back to us...hahas

After that went to block 308 basketball court...played a little basketball then slack till 7 plus...went to rico house to get some cards coz he is playing with his other frends...

See them play till 8pm then ii went home...luckily reach home did not get scolded...so heng...

Shall stop here for now...nth more to post...bb peeps...shall post more things the next time ii hav more things to post ^^

Celebrating

2009-08-23T07:01:00.000-07:00

2day celebrated my frend b'dae...but ii did not celebrate coz ii was working till bout 3 plus...

II left the place at bout 3 plus n met them at the basketball court at 4 plus...

We played till 7 plus then Rico n ii went to buy cake with the b'dae gurl n her frend...

2day was having a great time...ii played basketball till my frends n the b'dae gurl come...after they came, ii went home to take my volleyball...but they did not play so ii played with my other frends...Rico keep saying he is a pro at volleyball but end up keep failing...Fabian said that too but also fail...thus ii played with my frend, Zane...

It was quite fun...we keep training n training...after that at 7pm plus Zane gtg so ii stop playing volleyball...then Rico was like "come lets go play volleyball" then ii told him don wan...he ask me "ue scared lose izit" all ii replied was " ya...coz ue too 'pro' le...even ii also cant beat ue"...

The next thing that happen was that he is starting to be arrogant...lols XD

After that the b'dae gurl n her frend was on their way to buy cakes so Rico n ii decided to stalk them...

At the traffic light we stand behind them...they keep walking not noticing us...till somewhere near the cake shop then they realise that we were behind them...lols XD

The b'dae gurl went to the cake shop n had no money to buy the cake thus borrowing from her frend n Rico...the cake cost bout $19++...so she borrowed $10 from each person...lols XD

After that when we reach the lift, we keep disturbing her don let her go up...after that we allowed her to go up but we were following behind...hahas =D

When we reach her house outside, Rico was like recording the door number of the b'dae gurl n said "ok let go buy 4-D"...lols o.O

After that we went back to the basketball court...then we stayed for awhile then Rico's father came n fetch him to go out eat...ii went to the bus stop near my house to buy newspaper...

After buying...went back home n finally home sweet home...hahas =D

But 1 thing that is vry sianz is that 2moro hav to go back to sch...n hav test some more...damn sianz T_T

Shall stop posting for now...post again the next time ii hav things to post...bb peeps XD

Bored

2009-08-18T06:49:00.000-07:00

Lately damn bored...

N also don really hav the time to do blogging...

It either basketball or study as more test r coming...

Still will do a little blogging if hav something to blog...

As for pictures...

Will post it next time...

Don feel like posting pictures lately =x

Bored

2009-07-29T02:38:00.000-07:00

2day someone tio daiji but it not me so ii am not gonna explain so much bout it...

After sch...went up with kenneth to see the certain someone who tio daiji with my frend...from 1 plus all the way till 3 plus...all becoz of my jie, jeanice who do nt noe how to be a neutral n keep pulling the culprit away to talk dunno wad crap...

Then after things hav been settled, me n some of frends went to the canteen to chit chat...after finish talking, we went to HKE to chit chat more...chat till like 4 plus then we all went off...

Took bus 187(if ii nv rb wrongly) n reach home...

Now only hav 1 word that can describe...BORED~

Frends

2009-07-23T00:45:00.000-07:00

II finally know that some of my frend is juz a total bitch...freaking irritating...sec 1/2 okok...but now sec 3...total guai lan...unacceptable man...get a life la...freaking bitch -.-"

Don wanna talk so much bout that person...

Lesson learnt

2009-07-12T05:06:00.000-07:00

Lesson learnt...nv to play basketball match ever again...

2day had a vry bad injuryat the lips...both outside n inside bleeding...but the inside bleed more...

After my mouth got hit, ii was stunt...looking 2wards the floor...while the blood keep flowing downwards...don think it funny...it really painful...

Touch my lips it feels swollen...then slack there till everyone go home...after that then ii go home...which is around 7 plus...

When reach home, 1st thing went inside the room to check if my lips is swollen or not...was glad that it isn't swollen...but got blood...dammit man...

So ii am stilll wondering whether should ii go sch 2moro or not...if don wan then ii am gonna ask my father 2nite whether ii can don go sch 2moro or not coz of the bleeding...rest 1 day at home...

But the resting part...obviously ii still will go out la...lols

When ii check my lips, the cut was like eewwww...coz it a straight cut...it like damn disgusting lorhx...lucky is on the inside...thus no 1 can see...

For so many years ii hav played basketball...this year n 2day is the worst day ever...the only year ii hav gotten such a bad injury...n guess wad...it not even the 13th(coz ppl say 13 is the unlucky number)...12th only still so bad...

Never goin to play match ever again...

Next time then post more...cya peeps

Long time no post

2009-07-02T22:29:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps...ii am once again back here to post...cant post lately coz got sch then cannot use computer...laptop also don not hav much batt...so did not post...

Anyway...1st day of sch hair tio caught...but nv cut...2nd day hair tio cut again...so otw home go cut lorhx...

Though my fringe got cut, but it is not that short...ii still hav quite a long fringe...then can spike hair also...heehee...

3rd day go back sch ii nv got caught despite my fringe being vry long...

Don wanna talk bout other day...then 2day go sdamn sianz...got quite alot of lesson feel like sleeping...but that not only me...some of my frend also...

2moro saturday...no sch...stay at home play com only...then monday no sch coz of youth day...still owe 1 of my frend a soft toy for b'dae present...on the 7th of this month, nid buy another soft toy for another frend...going broke soon...lols

But it okay de...as long as it is for frend, ii don mind...but still vry sianz for this few days...

Dunno y...don really feel like going HKE this few days...juz feeling a little bored there ii guess...

Maybe next time then go bahx...miss all my frend...also miss most of my gans...but cant really do anything...lols

Shall stop posting here...bye peeps...shall post again next time =)

Bored

2009-06-23T06:06:00.000-07:00

Bored Bored Bored Bored Bored Bored Bored Bored~~

Holidays r soon over...damn man...but guess wad...many ppl were told to vote for extension of holiday XD...

II hav yet to vote it...nid to vote it ASAP as the holiday is going to be over soon XD...it best to vote coz vry less ppl like to go sch o.O

Wahahaha...actually...ii don really like going sch too o.O...

Shall stop posting...post again next time XD

Cya peeps^_^

Lost of skills

2009-05-31T06:54:00.000-07:00

OH MAN!!!

II am totally in to volleyball...2day went to play basketball n realise that ii Hav lost all my basketball skill coz of playing too much volleyball...lolz

But it ok larhx...at least ii am more in to volleyball rather then basketball...

Ohs...n the worst thing is that more n more frends cannot go down to HKE Mac lerhx...so sianz>.<

No one to play volleyball with...gotta slack at home n rot...nth to do at home n also no where to go...totally dunno can go where-.-"

Anyway...if anyone got go HKE Mac n there is alot of ppl, do rmb to jio me down too...ii don wanna rot at home-.-"

Ohs...n ii hav cut my hair...lolz...nth to do then go cut...but not cut short, it juz to trim my hair coz my hair vry the damn thick...hahas

Ok...this is the end of my post...shall post again the next time ii hav things to post...bye peeps^_^

Boring days

2009-05-28T05:48:00.000-07:00

2moro last day of sch n going back to boring holiday...dunno wad to do...maybe play volleyball, maybe slack at home play computer/laptop...
Done posting 2moro onwards thingy...let talk things bout 2day...the volleyballers hav volleyball training 2day...ii am not part of the training so juz stayed there to waut for a frend...that r being vry high coz it their coach's b'dae n also their coach r leaving...celebrated b'dae n ate lots of food o.O
All went back home at bout 6pm++...ii was homed at about 6.45pm...started posting at 8pm++...
Shall stop posting here buy peeps^_^post again when ii hav things to share...

Volleyball

2009-05-23T07:49:00.000-07:00

Guess wad...2day went to play volleyball again...but then with stephanie, my new met frend...after playing we rest awhile...then go back to playing volleyball...play till half way, an adult come join us in volleyball...that person is quite good at volleyball thus it is quite fun...we play till 8 then we go home liaox...since ii go home early also nth to do so ii accompany stephanie to wait for bus...after she went on board the bus then ii left...reach home at about 8.30...but overall it quite a fun day^^

2moro will be going to HKE mac to play volleyball again but this time is with Beini n her frends...ii like volleyball so much that ii will nv get tired of playing volleyball...anyone playing volleyball do invite me...ii wanna play n train my skill at the same time...hope ue all will invite me whenever ue all got play volleyball...ii change my hobby from basketball to volleyball...coz ii am totally falling in love with volleyball rather then basketball...will play lesser basketball n more of volleyball^^

volleyball

2009-05-20T06:55:00.000-07:00

Man!!!II am so in love with volleyball^_^

This few days hav been playing volleyball with my new met frends from HYSS...it kinda fun yet tiring...but ii dunno y ii don feel vry tired...juz feel like resting/buying water...it great to hav new frends...but other then playing with new frends, ii played with my sch frends, joyce n peien...but till muscle ache but still fun...hahas

II hope to go play again...it vry fun...

2day papers

2009-05-04T04:12:00.000-07:00

2day hav 2 papers...social studies n english paper 1...ii think ii am so gonna flung my social studies...my english also maybe will flung coz ii dunno wad to do for my formal letter writing T_T...hope my other subjects will help to pull my grades up or ii am so gonna retain for this year T_T

Tuesday, Wednesday n Thursday hav no exam but lessons as per normal so hav to bring books again-.-"

Friday(8 May)onwards, the Yuhua students officially start the exam till 19 May

JIA YOU EVERYONE!!!GAMPATEH!!!

Work hard till 19 may then ue all can slack liaox...but not too much coz we all still hav MYE...

Hope ue all pass all subjects with flying colours ^^

For ppl from other sch that went pass this blog n is having exam, ue all also muz jiayou ^^

Exam Period

2009-05-03T07:50:00.000-07:00

Hey all...shawn back here to post^^

Short posting...juz to say that it is exam period...so good luck to all yuhua students that are having exam...hope ue all pass with flying colours^^

Specially post for all yuhua students...so ii hope ue all will do yur best n don disappoint yur parents...GOOD LUCK!!!GAMPATEH!!!^^

Missing Someone

2009-04-13T22:05:00.000-07:00

2day was sick so did not go sch...then sleep for almost the whole day...at the same time, could not sleep coz was thinking of someone...but can't do anything...juz to know that it a vry boring day...short post for 2day as nth much to post...post again next time

Misses

2009-04-08T08:36:00.000-07:00

II love ue but cant get ue...ii miss ue but cant tell ue...keeping it in my heart secretly for a whole lifetime...cant stop thinking of ue as ue r always in my heart...don love me ii don mind...juz know that ii will always love ue no matter who ue r to me^_^

Sports Day

2009-04-08T02:17:00.000-07:00

2day hav sports day n it is located at the clementi stadium...the sun there is like vry big lorhx...then everyone feel vry hot...including me also-.-"the race is same as every year...no difference so nth to describe...lolz...then after the race we r not released yet so me n my some other frends r playing...playing as in throwing stuff like bottles...hahas...after playing for awhile, we r finally being released...but me n my frends did not go home straight...we went to the bowling alley to play bowling...play till like 1+ then we go home...ii reach home at bout 2+...it is indeed a fun day 2day...shall stop the posting here...post again when ii hav smth to share=)

Skip sch

2009-04-03T05:28:00.000-07:00

2day did not go sch as ii was having bad flu...but at the same time is becoz ii don wan go sch coz it like, the last day of the last week...hahas...going to sch is like so boring...so ii woke up in the morning then sms my dear...after that ii wait my parent go out then ii on computer...all the way till afternoon then ii off the com to go my house downstairs to meet my dear...she reach my house there at about 6pm n she hav to go home at 7pm...so we sat down n chat till 6.55pm then ii walk with her slowly to her house downstairs...after sending her home ii went to my house nearby coffee shop to buy food to eat as ii was getting kind of hungry n house nv cook...after eating ii went to on my laptop...on my laptop at 8pm n shall stop posting now...nth mre to post...

Did not go home

2009-04-02T06:47:00.000-07:00

Ytd, after ii went home from sch, ii change my clothes n went out again...ii did not go home for the whole day...at 5 in the morning, ii went home to bath n change clothes then go to back across the bridge...was at the mac with my frend whose name is peixin...at the mac, she slack with me...other then slacking ii also keep thinking of someone n that peixin keep coming to disturb me-.-"then 2day, ii went to sch ii saw my mother at the canteen...ii did not went there to look for her then suddenly wesley came n told me that my parent r looking for me...ii went to the general office there n talk to them...after that go back to my class there sit down...after saying the pledge, ii told my frend that ii am having a bad flu n so she got me panadol from a frend...it like expired derhx lorhx...after ii eat, not only did ii not get cured but instead ii got a bad headache...lolz...n half of my class got headache, ii am not the only 1...then after recess ii got a bad stomachache also...n at the same time, ii sleep for the whole day...did not really pay attention in class-.-"2day is kind of a boring day...nth more to post...post again the next time when ii hav smth to share:)...see ya all=)

Last Day

2009-03-12T22:22:00.000-07:00

2day is the last dy of sch for this week...we will be having holiday next week...will be missing all my friends...hope to see ue all soon=D...end of post...hahas

Late Posting

2009-03-12T22:15:00.000-07:00

This was suppose to be posted 2days ago but did not on9 so ii nv post...

It was 1 of my gan sister birthday n her name is zhixin...ii wished hr happy b'dae during my art period as that is the only time when ii use phone the teacher wont confiscate...after art, it was recess time...everyone went for recess...bout last 10~15 min, we sang the b'dae song for zhixin...everyone don wan to start singing n jun feng ask me to start singing 1st so ii start...after finish singing we ask her to make a wish b4 blowing off the fire...she made a wish in which no 1 knows n blew off the fire...did not take photo coz cfm jun feng don allow...this is the end of my post...

Fucking teacher

2009-03-02T22:56:00.000-08:00

Fuck man!!!2day after recess, ii went to my frend class n their class also end liaox...ii went to ask him a question then go liaox then that dumb chin come n catch me...ii ask smth then wan go liaox lorhx...damn him man!!!Then 2moro morning maybe will be called up 2moro-.-"but who cares...catch all he want...call my mother ii also don giv a fucking damn...wad no respect...the pupils all also anyhow walk walk the teacher also don care ue care so much for wad...then ask my frend come out then keep yelling...MOTHER FUCK LARHX!!!Think wad...ue vry big...come to sch scold scold like ue vry big like this...even the teacher don careue care so much for wad...dumbass...this also not a crime lorhx...WTF UE THINKING!!!II tell ue chin...ue will nv be DM or anything...ue wll forever stay the same...No one in this sch like ue ok...so proud of yurself scolding ppl...Ask question also got problem...then jeanice walking a shorter way back to class ue also wan to pull her n make her go the longer way...BIG FUCK MAN!!!If ue r so daring ask the DM to suspend me or expell me larhx...asking question also crime...get a life chin-.-"If ue hav yur own family problem then go solve it...don use us pupil as a venting anger machine...we cannot tolerate derhx ok...we r not a venting anger machine...we come sch to learn n to make frends...not to tolerate teachers scolding expecially ue...if ue were to see this blog, think over twice...we don like ue to keep scolding us...change yur attitude plss...or even next year sec 1 pupils will hate ue over...think over n over again...don make us as yur anger venting machine-.-"

Went Out with frends

2009-03-02T03:58:00.000-08:00

2day after sch, had social studies supplementary...after that ii intended to went home but since someone ask me to go out,(for the vry 1st time o.O)ii shall not reject then follow...we went to JP but ii not sure for wad...ii think is melinn wan help joyce n kienli to find a job...lolz...then after that we did not go home straight, we went to mac to slack for a vry long time(if ii am not wrong is bout 1hour plus plus)...after awhile jacqueline n caijing went home 1st thus leaving me, kienli, joyce n melinn...we continue to slack n talk craps there...we talk till like bout 6+ then leave JP...me, joyce n kienli went to the bus stop 2gether while melinn walk a different directions from us...ii think go take mrt...ii went to take 187 home...at JP felt vry tired then when ii in the bus, ii fell asleep...thus leading to me going a further directions from my house...but lucky ii woke up on time n it only 1 stop away from my house...so ii walk home...homed at about 7.30...was quite tired but don wanna sleep...continue to use com...hahas...post till here...will be posting again next time...see ya=D

Rainbows

2009-02-27T04:14:00.000-08:00

Wah!!!Lately so many ppl see rainbows man...ii did not really go out so did not get the chance to see rainbow-.-"

How ii wish ii could see the rainbow...the last time ii saw a rainbow if ii am not wrong is when ii am only 11 yrs old...ii miss seing rainbow...looking at photo is not so nice but looking at real rainbow is really vry nice=)

Don ask me take torch light n a cup of water to do so coz that aint a real rainbow...to see a natural rainbow n a rainbow ue make(using water n torch light)is vry different...some more ue will hav different feeling towards natural rainbow n rainbow ue make...

Haiz...ii doubt that ii can get to see a rainbow...ii like rainbow as it is beautiful n it brightens up my life...

II really hope ii could get to see it...

My b'dae present=D

2009-02-26T05:08:00.001-08:00

This is another picture of one of my present but it was given last year...ii post it now only coz ii find the picture nice...

This is a picture of my present one of my gan-sister gave me for my b'dae this year...so glad that somone gave me present...
Shall post more next time...muahahaha...

My b'dae

2009-02-25T22:39:00.000-08:00

2day is my b'dae...ii am so damn happy man...but there is 1 thing ii hate n that is being bash up...lolz...2day went to sch everyone know my b'dae...then after recess kena bash by alot of my frends...went up was about to reach my class when ii got pulled into the toilet n got bash up...sianz man...when go home, saw my jie, jeanice.She bash me then juz walk off-.-"nv even wish me a happy b'dae...n anw, no present was receive man...nvm larhx...since no 1 wan to giv ii also hav nth to say...juz wan to say happy b'dae to myself=D

Saw my bro n his stead

2009-02-25T00:45:00.000-08:00

2day ii went home by taking 98m...half way ii saw my bro n his stead at the traffic light...lolz...then after alighting...ii purposely did not went home straight...ii went to 309 there to slack(actually to wait for them...muahahahahaha)...then after that when saw them walk past ii shouted "YO" but his stead say that it sounds a little like a gay...perhaps because our distance is too far...lolz...shall end here...next time then post again...

Countdown

2009-02-25T00:42:00.000-08:00

After 2day...2moro is my b'dae liaox...muahahahahaha...love it man...but confirm kena b'dae bash-.-"but still will get some present...so ii don mind...muahahahahaha...

2009-02-23T04:40:00.000-08:00

Can see the difference...lolz...it kinda weird...hahas it vry the damn ugly lorhx...don wan post my picture coz too ugly that y post this nia...hahas

Going back to volleyball

2009-02-23T04:00:00.000-08:00

How ii wish ii can go back to volleyball...at home is like so sianz...but the problem is go back later kena left out once again...go back hav both advantage n disadvantage...advantage is can make more frends n disadvantage is that maybe will be left out again-.-"

II vry sianz sia...but seriously ii dunno whether to go back or not...ii like the cca alot but later ii go this cca nv go my main cca will cfm kena scolded when caught de lorhx...sianz...someone tell me whether ii should go back or not...ii cant believe ii miss that cca so much...this is the 1st time man, ii miss a cca so much...it so unbelievable man, ii can miss a cca so much...ii seldom miss cca derhx...so ii hope someone giv me an answer whether to go or not...

Fun day

2009-02-19T06:30:00.000-08:00

2day damn fun man...during the last period, which is physics n the teacher is mdm ling...our last 2nd period is chemistry n the teacher is mrs thong...After our chemistry period, we went back to our class for physics...Many ppl after chemistry when heading back to class did not really go back to class...they went to outside the class n walk around...when the teacher said go inside the class, many ppl still stayed outside the class...after awhile, everyone went into the class...the teacher told us to settle down but the class is still quite noisy...mdm ling use her ruler n whack my friend's(ken)table...the ruler broke n lucky that the broken parts did not hit till ken or she confirm will be whack by him...after that jamalul, joyce, me n many of my classmates stated countdown during the last few seconds(actually only 5 seconds...we were like 5 4 3 2 1 WOOO!!!)We wanted to go off but that damn mdm ling don wan let us off...thus the whole class got angry...everyone were like damn pek cek lorhx...thus we keep talking back to mdm ling...1 by 1 all left the class...after that when ken left the class she hav nth to say then release us...we went to our chemistry supplementary n complain to our chemistry teacher...half way through complaining, that damn mdm ling came to look for mrs thong n told her bout the things we done in class...after finish talking, that damn mdm ling went to talk to mr yap...most probably 2moro will kena detention but who cares...ii don giv a fucking damn...most of my classmates dont too...muahahaha...if ii am not wrong this should be counted as riot...but is class riot...lolz...stop posting here...post again next time=)

Late Posting

2009-02-11T23:08:00.000-08:00

Once again...this is a late posting...this is for ytd incidence...ii came home from sch change clothes then went to the swimming pool near my house...ii went there not to swim but to play water...ii went there also because it one of my gan sister birthday n she want to go swimming...we swim till bout 5+ then left the swimming pool to change...after changing we went to kfc to eat...did not intend to eat but was force by my gan sisters then no choice but to eat lorhx...after eating we all went home...

As for 2day...hmm...it me n my stead 1 month...intended to go out for our 1 month but end up did not go coz she say she cant go out so no choice but to stay at home...then saturday is valentine day ii also hav to stay at home as she hav her cca camp...sianz...anyway...this is the end of my post...post again next time=)

Fell Down

2009-02-09T04:59:00.000-08:00

2day after sch ii went to library to study as there is test the next day...did not go cca thus being a little afraid that the cca teacher will come catch me 2moro...study till 4+ then went home to change my clothes then go n fetch my frend...after that we went to toh guan to play...ii was playing when ii suddenly fell n knock the staircase...it was flatten at 1st but after that it become swollen...there is even bruises on the injury...don wanna go sch 2moro but no choice coz no parent letter or MC so hav to go sch...hav to walk...leg will feel the pain-.-"sianz man...but got a little happy coz there r ppl caring for me=)glad that no one ignore me...even when ii went home they also sms me...ii am so happy...hahas...shall end here...post again next time=)

Late Blogging

2009-02-07T18:42:00.000-08:00

This posting is for ytd derhx...com burn out so cannot post...shall post it 2day...
Me, Nichole, Wan Yee, Alicia n Miao Ling we went to yishun to celebrate Zheng Feng's grandmother's b'dae...we went there till bout 5.30 pm then we left for jurong point to meet Nichole's parent...after meeting we went back to yishun there...at 1st don wanna go swimming derhx but then got wet by my gan marmie, gan mei n gan di...so no choice but to go swimming...many ppl when get out of water is very cold...then when go home not so comfortable coz the pant wet...cannot sit down...we were driven home by my gan di father so no choice but to sit down...reach home bout 10+...got a little fever when reach home...almost bump into car coz walking also quite unstable...had so much fun...if every year also like this ii will be vry happy but not all my gans go so...not so fun lorhx...when on the way home took quite alot of photo but could not post coz don hav USB cable...if not ue all can see all the weird n cute pictures...hahas...this is the end of post...post more next time=)

School End

2009-02-06T03:01:00.001-08:00

Look how fast time past...with a blink of an eye, it already friday going saturday...everyone muz be relaxing now...nth to worry for the time being...for those who had read this blog for TODAY...ii wish ue a happy weekend...don take things too hard on yurself during weekend...weekend is a time for ue to rest n relax, not to stress yurself out...so hope ue all enjoy n hav fun during the weekend...

Going Out

2009-01-31T06:57:00.000-08:00

2day went out with my mother n siblings to my grand aunt house...ii gamble a little...at the end of the match ii only earn 10 cent...lolz o.O...after playing we start slacking...then my mother went to play mahjong...then they short of 1 person so they ask my bro who is sec 1 to play...he nv learn to play mahjong b4 so he is like a little blur blur de...hahas...after that the lion dancers came...ii was concentrating on the drummer...ii like to play the drum but nv got a chance...lolz...then ii saw the light at my grand aunt house de altar...it blinking at every beat of the drum...we went from morning 11+ to night time around 7+...cabbed home by 8+...quite tiring but fun day...cant wait for 2moro...going out with my gan family members=P

Ignored

2009-01-30T02:02:00.000-08:00

2day feeling vry down...so hav nth to post :'(

Wishes

2009-01-26T09:57:00.000-08:00

No matter how many red packets ii collected...ii still don fell happy at all...the reason is becoz everyone that ii know is hating me for dunno wad reason...ii hav a wish...n that is to get everyone ii know to stay close...ii am willing to sacrifise my life for the family to get close...without me in this family everyone would be happy...ii am there juz to destroy the family...ii am only destroying wad is there for actual...if ue all wan me dead tell me...ii don mind provided that ue all will treat each other well so that ii can leave peacefully n with a smile...if ue were to ask me to leave now ii would not be able to leave peacefully coz ue all r always quarrelling...if ii were to leave this world with ue all taking care of each other n no quarrells ii would be leaving without any worries...plss help me fulfill this wish...if ii were to pass away one day...ii would be leaving a vry big worry...human do die 1 day...help me fulfill n no matter when ii leave ii would be vry happy...this is the only wish ii am wishing for...help me come true this wish plss everyone...if ue all wan to continue this fight then ii only can say ii am vry disappointed in ue all n ue all r vry childish n that ii cannot leave in peace...help me plss especially my didi zf...ii hope ue would help me fulfill this vry wish ii hav...

Feeling very bad

2009-01-24T03:26:00.000-08:00

2day went out with few of my friends...we were cycling...ii turned abit n knock into them...ii tell my other frend that ii am feeling vry bad coz ii knock into them but she don trust me at all...ii am now vry upset...vry sianz...haiz...when will ii ever get back their trust :(

Cycling

2009-01-18T05:10:00.001-08:00

2day stayed at home till aroung 4+ then went out to cycle with vivian who is my mei mei...we cycle from macdonald to nichole house then to bbss then after that to toh guan...we saw our enemy there...so we juz cycle past...after that we cycle to another side of toh guan then we cycle home...ii did not went straight home...ii went to play basketball till 8+ then go home...on9 msn at bout 9+...lolz...shall stop here...nth more to write...see ue all next time n love you all=)

LOLZ...

2009-01-17T05:34:00.000-08:00

2day...ii went to imm n walk around...then after that went to chinese garden to play...actually wan to go SH house there to play but end up she not at home then no choice lorhx...played till 8+ then went home...when reach home ii went to on my computer...ii went to my maple acc n show this written on the guild chat...'WAD DO UE GET WHEN UE SPELL A RACECAR BACK WARD...IT STILL RACECAR'...ii find it suprisingly cute lorhx...lolz...if ue guys n girls wan...go sch ask yur frend...wad word when spelled opposite ue still get the same word...ii bet it would take them a long time to think of it...lolz...shall stop here=D

Go out

2009-01-15T04:37:00.000-08:00

2day...ii went out with some of my friends...after sch ii go home take a bath n went out...ii went out with them from 2.30 till 7+...we went from jurong point to imm then to jurong central as some nid to buy their things n ii nid to buy my slipper...(my slipper spoil when ii am playing with my frends-.-")after that ii went home...ii reach home at about 7+...had my dinner then on computer...but when ii was on my way home...ii saw nichole n her gan jie in the bus...(wad a coincidence o.O)then we took the same bus home...ii did not really hav lunch 2day so for my dinner ii ate mac n some rice...then vry full sia...lolz...shall stop here...update again next time...

Chalet

2008-12-31T23:42:00.000-08:00

Had a 3 days 2 nights chalet with my taekwando friends...from yuhua cc n macpherson cc...had alot of fun n ii got to know alot of new friends...2day came back at around 2+...intended to use com but felt a little sleepy so nv use long...we only slept for a few hours during the 3 days 2 nights chalet...we stay up all night to play chat n do many other thing...since my parent is not there ii drank vodka with my seniors...after drinking a few cups of it...ii felt a little sleepy so ii went to sleep all the way till the next morning...hope to hav it again but dunno mext year hav or not coz some of my seniors is going for their NS already...ii miss the fun alot...

Christmas

2008-12-19T22:50:00.000-08:00

Christmas is near...in another 4 n a half day it will be christmas day already...so whoever read this blog...juz wishing ue an advance happy christmas day...someone bdae is on christmas that day too...so if that person hav read this blog ii wish ue happy bdae=D

Swimming

2008-12-16T02:59:00.000-08:00

2day ii played basketball with my brother n his frend...ii keep winning them...hahas...after that we went swimming...we were playing like crazy then we suddenly thought of going to rent a float...after we r done renting...we went to the slide to slide down...there are 5 of us so we take turn...after going for a few round...ii was feeling a little dizzy n almost vomitted-.-"at the slide there...ii saw someone that look like my sister...ii almost called out the name but lastly ii did not coz ii scared ii recognise the wrong person...after that we went back to lazy river...we played from 4pm to 6.30pm then we went home...it was quite an exciting day...but keep kena pang seh -.-"when reach home is about 7pm...so ii hav to prepare to go for my taekwando lesson...nth more to write so ii stop here...bb all=D

playing

2008-12-12T21:37:00.000-08:00

YTD ii played basketbal with me frend from 6+ to 9+ at night...in the middle of the time, ii was tripped by my frend n it hurt alot...but after awhile, the pain went off...blood appeared on my wrist so ii paste a plaster on it...if ii nv write here, ppl who see my hand would thought that i slash myself...lolz...shall stop here nth else to write...hahas

Short message

2008-12-12T21:34:00.000-08:00

Always love your loved ones and show them how you feel before it's too late...you will never know when they will be home from yur embrace...if you were given a time to bestowpetals of everlasting compassion and love to your love ones, today is the day...love them while they r still here...

Choose

2008-12-10T23:35:00.000-08:00

If ue get to choose between a close friend n no frend, which would ue choose...to me??ii would definitely choose no friends...nobody would worry bout ue if ue hav no friends n ue do not hav to worry that ue hav no friends to talk to...what the use of being friendly when everyone treats to so differently from others...ii juz wanted to make more friends but many ppl juz keep avoiding me like ii am a stranger...ii am thinking bout changing school...but what if that sch were to treat me the same...then it a waste of time changing school...but if ii don change school...ii would hav many bad memories staying with me all the way till ii leave secondary...ii am having a vry hard decision...haiz...

When ii'm dead

2008-12-09T18:46:00.000-08:00

When ii'm dead...would ue be happy or sad...would ue cry for me or jump with joy...would ue keep it a secret or spread around the world...ii am a person without close friends...dead or live...it still the same...what the use of living then...

EMO

2008-12-03T00:42:00.000-08:00

How emo can a person be??
Can a person be as emo as a black n white clown??
How sad a person can be??
Can they be as sad as a heartbroken person??
Anyone know the answer plss write in my tagbox...thx alot

something wrong

2008-12-02T23:51:00.000-08:00

Something wrong hav happen to my handphone n computer...actually my handphone can use the earphone to listen to song but last night ii use it n the song did not came out...then when ii nth to do ii go play maple but 2day realise that my game got ban...then this few days vry sianz...thinking whether ii should go volley lesson or not...ii don wish to go coz many ppl treat me as outsider....since that the case then wad for ii go...haiz...still the same sentence...those who think that ii should go plss leave yur name n reason in my tagbox...

3 days of camp

2008-11-23T00:56:00.000-08:00

This 3 days of camp hav been a vry enjoyable day for me...1st day not so fun...but the second day we had campfire...farhan always tell us...we muz shout till the residence complain n indeed the residence di complain but to the police...n the police came to our sch...last day of camping, we had a mini prize bidding using points then we all go home...

Another boring day

2008-11-18T20:25:00.000-08:00

2day is another boring day...someone sms me to go volleyball lesson but ii am still the same...not going for lesson as ii am treated as an outsider...go for wad...no frend...whoever saw this blog n think that ii should go plss write in my tagbox...

Last training...

2008-11-12T01:02:00.000-08:00

Those who still wan me to come volleyball...ii am sry to disappoint ue...ii am always left out n not part of the volley...so wad the use of coming...so...2day shall be my last training...wont be coming already...

Left Out

2008-11-11T07:10:00.000-08:00

Juz realise that volley ppl treat me as outsider...been going to volley lesson for nth...all treat me as outsider...haiz...don ever wanna go for volley ever again...the more ii go the higher my disappointment...giv up already...now ii know the feeling of being left out...haiz...

2day training...

2008-11-08T00:00:00.000-08:00

2day is another bad weather training...many of the volleyball payer(those who came)kena sun burn again...tzhong miin n daniel goh hav the worst sun burn ever...their is at the back...the rest of us is at the face only...but the pain is still unbearable...when sch reopen...most of the volleyball player would be tanned already...

2day volleyball training...

2008-11-07T03:35:00.000-08:00

2day volleyball training is quite tough...at the same time, the weather is vry hot...many ppl after training got sun burn...for those who nv come r vry lucky...after training...ii did not go home straight...ii went to nafizah cousin house nearby to play nearby...we play till 6+ then go home...it was an enjoyable day...

volleyball

2008-11-06T02:11:00.000-08:00

2day went to sch for volleyball...train for awhile then play match...it was vry fun...when the training ended, we all went to hav our lunch...2day is another enjoyable day for me...

Nth to post...

2008-11-05T07:07:00.000-08:00

Nth to post...came back from taiwan last night then hav a good sleep then 2day start posting a short message...shall end here...nth more to say

2nd november 2008

2008-11-02T07:25:00.000-08:00

Three more days to go...hav to tolerate for 3 more days then can go back singapore liaox...ii vry bad sia...bought things only for some ppl not everyone...but actually there a special reason n it is that my mother gav me 3k taiwan dollar to spend for seven days...n ii think it is vry impossible coz everything thing there is vry exp...cheapest is 25 taiwan dollar...haiz...cant wait to go back singapore...

sianz...

2008-10-30T07:31:00.000-07:00

30th of october went out of country to Taiwan...vry sianz ciz cannot sms ppl over there...go for 1 wk untill 7th november...but at least someone brought laptop then ii am able to borrow to use...haiz...looking forward to returning to singapore so could sms ppl again...

Sparring

2008-10-18T06:23:00.000-07:00

2day sparring with black-tip belt again...kena injuries on my leg this time...vry pain...walking got alot of problem coz really vry painful...the black-tip belt is the same guy that ii spar b4...that time injured hand by him now the leg...vry painful cannot tahan...if ii continue sparring with him ii am going to break my body parts sooner or later...

Happiness

2008-10-18T05:56:00.000-07:00

II love ue vry much plss giv me a chance to giv ue happiness...ii can do anything for ue...ii can change myself if ue don like the current me...plss giv me a chance to take care of ue n giv ue happiness...ii really cant live without ue...ii really love ue vry much...

Sorry

2008-10-17T08:15:00.000-07:00

II am sry if ii hav hurt ue plss forgiv me...there nth ii can do to turn the time backwards to prevent wad wrong things ii hav done...ii am vry sry plss forgiv me...

Finally

2008-10-13T05:36:00.000-07:00

Exam finall over liaox...2day paper 2 last...finally can slack...finally in holiday spirit already...heehee relax...

Confused

2008-10-10T08:51:00.000-07:00

Haiz...2day nth to tag...play computer from morning till afternoon then went to play playstation then back to computer again...at 11+ my father came into my room n told me that this sunday ii hav to follow him to work...ii vry lazy go sia...untill now still confused bout many things but ii don wish to say it out so plss don ask me...confused n at the same time vry pek chek...monday mathematics paper 2...no confidence in passing paper 2 coz ii think it will be vry difficult...wish me luck...if don pass ii die liaox...

Family photo

2008-10-08T03:28:00.000-07:00

How ii wish ii can hav a 'family' photo but most of them don like taking photo so no choice cannot hav any 'family' photo...only hav those few photos during the national day...cant believe it so pathetic so less pictures...

Have confidence

2008-10-08T03:23:00.000-07:00

II hav confidence in passing science n english mathematics still hav paper 2 so still not sure then english n science finish exam liaox n hav confidence in passing...all the other subject like literature, geography, history, mother tongue n art ii hav totally no confidence in passing...without passing all this ii fret that ii am not able to get into express. My jie n mummy wan me to try my vry best to get into express so now ii try my vry best to ask my frendz question so that it can help during exam...nth else to say...only can say...so far so good...haiz...

A fight

2008-10-08T02:02:00.000-07:00

2day after sch, ii went home ASAP...after that told my mother ii go ride bicycle. II rode all the way from my house to the macdonald near the sch n play basketball. After playing awhile, ii went into the macdonald to buy some drinks then suddenly a fight broke up between 4-5 fuhua ppl n a yuhua ppl...one of the fuhua guy even take a chair n smash the yuhua guy.After the fight ii saw the yuhua guy face is swollen...the shopkeeper did call the police but the police took like more then 10minutes to reach.When the police reach, MR SU was there too...ii went there coz my frendz r there.Then they saw MR SU they juz ran home straight so ii juz rode my bicycle back home. It was a vry scarry scence...

Give up

2008-09-27T01:04:00.000-07:00

II hav totally given up on everything including hope.Nth can be done to bring my hopes up high again.II said that ii hav given up on everything including hope is bcoz something ii saw made me think this way...ii am seriously giving up already...this is totally the end for me...ii dunno wad ii can do already.Haiz...

New friend

2008-09-26T00:29:00.000-07:00

Met new friend n got her number too name is jeanice.She 2day suddenly sms me then we chat on handphone untill recess then after sch we went out to eat.Her friend took her wallet then ii help her take back by snatching then her friend keep chasing me after that kena leg cramp...after that wallet returned but EZ-Link card was taken by them n they took bus n left.Then she waited for Pei En after that they dunno go where b4 going to find the person who took her card...

SAD n PEK CEK

2008-09-25T02:59:00.000-07:00

One more sad thing n that is 2day kena caught by mr chin because of long hair.Mr sewa told me that ii do not nif to cut my hair then mr chin came n told me that my hair nid to be cut so he told me n some of my friends to go out so Mr Su can help up cut.II was damn pek cek at that moment.

sad

2008-09-25T02:54:00.000-07:00

Sad for me.2day during PE, we played hockey then after that we r allowed to play our own games.II ran towards the PE room not knowing that the floor is slippery n ii slipped n fell.But that was fun.Then ii played basketball with Edward my classmate.We were playing match then ii went to save the ball which is going out soon not knowing that the grass is slippery n ii fell again.The first slip ii nv injured myself but the 2nd slip ii injured myself.II fell n injured both my knee n palm n all the way till afternoon ii still can feel the pain.Haiz...luckily no one see or instead of helping me they will laugh.

cannot live without ue

2008-09-23T02:26:00.000-07:00

II cannot live without ue in my life.Ue r the most precious person in my life,if ue were to leave me all of a sudden, ii dont know wad ii can do already.Plss don ignore me

2 different person n lonely

2008-09-16T00:56:00.000-07:00

2day n ytd ii am a very weird person, ii am totally 2 person lorhx.Ytd after the dance, me, my mummy(wangyu) n my sister(peiyi), we went to eat dessert.When we r eating, we were laughing then suddenly ii saw a helicopter fly past, ii look at it n started emoing.Then 2day, ii emo for dunno how long then ii suddenly cry feeling like no one cares bout me anymore.It like everyone is on HER side.When ii am with HER, everyone talk to me then when ii am seperated from HER, everyone start ignoring me ii am so sad.Even mummy also ignores me.When ii chat with her ii feel like ii am chatting to the wall coz ii talk to her she juz talk to her friends n nv talk to me.II am a person who change very quickly.At 1 moment ii laugh n joke, then at another moment ii sarted emoing.2day is the worst emoing day of my life coz today is the only day ii started crying when ii am emoing.Now that we r going seperate way, ii feel like an emo kid who hav been thrown to 1 corner.Haiz...the emoing life for me has started again.II don wanna lead an emoing life plss kill me straight away.Having to lead an emoing life is vry sad for me as ii will cry alot n ii may slash myself coz now that everyone is ignoring then ii cannot talk to anyone.II really don wanna lead this kind of life.It is vry hard to live a life without anyone to talk to n bottling up yur own thing n start self harm.II am sry to who ever ii have upset.Really, really sry.If ii can amend my mistakes ii swear to ue all that ii will not make the same mistakes again.II will try not to emo so much as it will lead to self harm n thus making many ppl upset.Those who ii hav upset, plss forgive me. :'(

Feeling of been betrayed

2008-09-12T04:46:00.000-07:00

II trusted ue all but ue all betrayed me ii cant believe it at all mummy, dion, ii am disappointed in ue both.Ue both hav betrayed me ii so cant believe it. GOD DAMMIT!! II hav totally lost trust in ue both ue both hav really disappointed me.Now ii get the feeling of those ppl hu r betrayed by their friends, ii really cannot trust the both of ue anymore ue both r not trust worthy at all.

Haiz...being ignored

2008-09-11T05:19:00.000-07:00

2day only can say that ii feel sad for many ppl including myself.II am being ignored by many including my jies. II wan cry liao, only mummy n some of my classmates is talking to me ii think ii can emo for the rest of my life liao.More n more ppl is ignoring me ii am soon gonna be a lonesome person.Jie jie plss chat with me ii don wanna be a lonesome boy ii wanna be loved by all ii don wanna be ignored if this continue on ii can go n die liao.II really wanna die.Slashing got big problem, ii really regret slashing but ii really hav my own problem that cannot be told that y ii slash myself. :'(
II also hope that ii can stop slashing myself coz ii really cant speak out.

moody

2008-09-09T03:23:00.000-07:00

Mummy n jiejie if ii hav told ue wad ii wan to say to prevent self-harming, ii wan to thank ue all for keeping it a secret.II am really vry moody this few days n ii am so gonna be moody all the way till end of the EYE.Mummy, jiejie, ii love ue all vry much after EYE, ii can go out with ue all already.Now EYE is near my mother don really let me go out already.II hope after EYE ue all will bring me go out along with ue all if ue all r going out.II really don wanna trap at home for the whole of next few month.If possible ue all got go out do sms me to ask me along.

living for nothing

2008-09-09T02:59:00.001-07:00

Living is the same as dead.Living with punishment, dead also with punishment.
On earth, we do wrong things, we get punishment.In hell or heaven when we do wrong things, we also get punish.So since ii am living miserably, might as well juz go commit sucide n not to feel trouble bout anything.Feeling trouble then keep thinking bout itis bad for health then sometimes ue cant even speak out to others which will lead to harming ourself.Haiz...ii hav no idea y ii started slashing myself all of a sudden then my god-sister started ignoring me.Then will hav no friends or sister to care bout me.II wan to cry, devil plss bring me as far away from this world as possible.

save me

2008-09-01T19:55:00.001-07:00

Someone plss save me from my thoughts of commiting suicide my mind is going wilder n wilder plss save miie ii nid an angel help.Mummy, jie, mei, di, anyone plss come n help me ii nid yur help ii wanna cry.II cannot survive in this demonic world ii nid an angel help, plss help me even if ue guyz really hate me alot but plss help me for this once or at least get a knife or scissors or anything sharp n stab me ii will write a message for the police to explain plss help me.(Devil o' devil plss come n kill me ii don wanna live anymore:"(....)

Leaving The World

2008-09-01T19:30:00.000-07:00

II hope that 1 day ii can leave the world without no one knowing.Staying in the world is equalise to staying in the prison always staying at home no freedom if ii were to go missing 1 day without no one knowing it will be great coz no one will feel sad for me then ii can R.I.P.Haiz...everyone treat me as enemy n no one ever care for me.Where ever ii go ppl will treat me as outsider or enemy,so living is equalise to nth.Leaving the world without a care n without anyone knowing that will let me be happy if ii were really go missing or R.I.P one day ii hope no one will be sad for me coz it not worth crying or feel upset n if ii were to pass away at this very moment ii will hav to say that ii am very sry to those ppl who r very close to miie.I'm sorry guyz plss forgive miie.